1) I have developed a disliking for coffee and the smell of it but I drink it anyway for lack of anything else. I make half a mug, take about five sips and throw out the rest.
2) My tastebuds and stomach are beginning to develop a revulsion for cigarette smoke, but I smoke it anyway for lack of anything else. Every time I buy a stick, either i force myself to finish the whole damned thing or take 3 puffs and throw it out.
3) I have developed a disliking for being alone in coffee shops and can no longer stand solitude for very long.
4) I have developed a liking for pension houses and cable TV, except that I have no money for such a vice most times.
5) I am beginning to want to quit the band.
6) I have resolved not make any lousy attempt at creative writing until January. And besides, I don't know how to write. If I still don't have the drive to do it by January then God knows when.
7) I am planning to quit masters next Semester. I hate my Saturday morning class; there exists only a handful of my classmates who can stimulate my lousy brain and encourage me to want to be in class. I want my Saturdays back.
8) I need a vacation.
9) I want to dance. No money for classes.
10) I want a house. No money for house.
