my workday mantra: i am a mountain and i will not be moved. or i am a mountain carrying a whole ant colony in me and they'll all eat you all to death. hahaha.
four of us in the staff were late for work today, for some cosmic reason i wasnt able to wake up to my alarm clock. fine. awarding ceremonies for post prod meeting...
cancelled a gig today. intoy is on his way to moalboal.
notmuch ranting going on in my head today, just that i want to do so many things:
-learn to use adobe premiere pro at the station so i can do my own VTRs and plugs without having to bother Kuya Jojo (he's the editor, but what the heck, i want to play)
-learn to make my guitar sing
-finish five poems from my folder-full of unfinished poems
-learn to string my ideas together and form them into one coherent artistic whole
-not to stop playing music
-learn to play music. i mean really play.
-not stop growing as a person (i'm slowing down)
-not to let my ideas drown in their kind of ideas for our shows
-strive to contribute something to the show. really contribute something DIFFERENT.
-keep a friendly distance from the people in the office. but keep distance nevertheless.
-finish another short film and learn how to manipulate lighting.
-re-write my songs and make more. (i'm slowing down on output count, it seems)
-reduce the number of cigarettes i smoke in a day
-read
-read
-read
-learn to really read
-learn to see
-really see. and listen.
-pay all my debts.
-finish responsibilities on time.
-for now, i'm going to log out and sleep. good afternoon people.
