Marc Abaya screaming at me through earphones. Kjwan audio waves travelling in braincells. will hop to Bo's in a while for my dose of caffeine and prose. decided to try giving up on the nicotine but i'm having a slip. since yesterday and two days ago. and now this.
Muziklaban deadline of demo tapes and registration form is in a month. contest in July. will we make it? here i am again hoping for the hopeless... they'll want to do this but they won't.
i want to get my internshit over with. Damn it. i wish i were rich. i can spend my time in play rehearsals, or band rehearsals, or coffee shops and books and i'd be the laziest, most spoiled brat in the world. fuck.
I went back to Cebu yesterday for MTV Hits Cebu and to see my friends. first time in weeks we were together, all five of us. the concert wasn't as fun as i'd expected it to be, but what the heck. i screamed my lungs out anyway, like i'd scream in vain at my responsibilities to just self-destruct.
Will spend this afternoon alone.
