2005-04-22

7:07 [re-published]

7:07 on my cellphone. Id groaned; i pulled the sheets over me and deperately tried to convince myself that another 5 minutes of sleep would do my body good; Ego shouted a litany of my responsibilities for the day. 3 minutes. i jolted upright, took my towel and rushed into the shower. turned the knob. then stared at the water coming down for five minutes. Katibawasan Falls was a wonderful experience three years ago, and the water was colder than this. how did i love 20 degrees again? jeepney ride. am late. am not. my phone said 7:25 but i doubt if it was set right. sunset on my skin. stared at the henna tatoo on my hand until shadows began to animate, putting the sunset behind... sunrise? Sunset at 7:25 am. cool. went to class. 3 hours. nothing much. just the drone of flapping lips. and the absence of some people i am beginning to dread, forgive me. an hour and a half, then this. had an early lunch, so i put food off my mind until my swarm of e-coli screams "Feed me, fill me up again..." like A Perfect Circle screaming to me now on Yahoo! Launchcast. Casual avertising. six hours more and i will be in my boarding house. 6 hours still and i will be staring at a blank page in Microsoft Word. Casual Advertising Again. 3 hours after and my mind, jittery from coffee, green tea and ginger tea-- my ganja, my hemp-- will be roaming the world endlessly for possibilities. then i decide to wrap myself in a blanket of sleep. 7:07 on my cellphone. Id groans; i pull the sheets over me and deperately try to convince myself that another 5 minutes of sleep would do my body good; Ego shouts a litany of my responsibilities for the day.