God dies once annually, and so does the city, and i literally bathe myself in the peace of the city pipes drained of traffic and mad rush hours and impatient people. Just two days of a busy year. Isn't God disappointed with that fact?
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i attended a training session conducted by a choreographer from CNU. his dancers were way better, i thought maybe they should have trained for this and went to Manila in the name of glorious Region VII. Oh, but Jay P. has a lot of faith in the cause of a dying organization. he told me so. and now guilt is maggots eating away my brain.
i hate the fact that the ones who can actually go are the ones not present during practice today. i still have internship to attend to, so it is possible that, if i were among the five, i will have to give up my slot for someone else. but if i won't be among the five, i think that's better. i can simply say 'oh well!' and then get on with life. at least i had new stuff to learn about. but then there's a gig for Earth Day and the Moon Festival on the 22nd to the 24th of April, and it is possible i will be in Cagayan de Oro by then for my print internship. are the Cosmos against me again? all i want is some temporary bliss. Give it to me, you manipulating, selfish fucker, whatever you are. i never had rest this past month.
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problem with the article for sunstar has been solved. i called the ed. said we could pass next week. depEd was busy this past week, they couldn't find the time to entertain us. hmmm....
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rant rant rant pant rant. that's all i ever do. when will this stop?
