everything is and is not fine all at the same time.
something is happening in front of me that i cannot admit to myself and i do not know why. i am scared perhaps, or too proud to bow down and acknowledge the presence of this annoying rock in my chest.
no it's not the same rock i talked about in a previous blog.
so i say to myself: kung nagdadalawang isip ka, wag na lang. kagaya nung pumili ka ng pantalon. kasi nagdalawang isip ka, di mo na lang binili at baka magsisi ka.
