i tried to startmy day right. But no, today is not my day. i heard disheartening news. disappointing, disheartening.
however, there is another nationwide arts conference come saturday which i can join to make up for the VIVA ExCon that i missed. And i will dance my heart out, sing my heart out with people who make better sense.
Russ, vera, yen, liyow, please come on saturday, i beg you. it'll be fun. i'll tell you soon what we need.
I also have officially, (and finally!) decided to quit my band. i don't know when i will tell them. but i've made up my mind. i thought long and hard over the three-week sem-break. i think i've been stuck too long in ambitions and memories that i've forgotten there's a wide world out there. There is so much more for me to see. and it will do us all good. Freedom is sweet--for them and for me.
i am also into two play productions this month, and i have not been on stage for quite some time already.
i will be happy with what i have, and though i still have a rock in my heart and in my lungs for all that i have heard today, i will not rant about it. i will keep it to myself till it fades away. i will make it fade away.
i am waiting to happen.
